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Name: Alyssa
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 10/16/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: tEnNiS and ShOpPiNg all the wAy~
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Member Since:
9/22/2003
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| can i tell you much xanga sux?? no offense, but i hate reading other peoples entries now. i hate this whole thing, yet im writing in this like 5 months later. only because Adi wrote a comment on my other entry. so im on spring break, whoever wants to chill, call me. k thanx | | |
| god im such a freak when it comes to writting in this thing. and its been so long since i've wrote anything. first and foremost, me and mike have officially ended it. so no more dramatic entries by me. we are friends and i am just fine. sure i still think about him, but not in the same way as before. i miss everyone including him, college friends are awesome. well i've been home since last friday, and so far, i got drunk twice, and got really stoned once, so no more bong rips for me. had a really weird dream, and now im eating alone in the house. soo quiet. | | |
| so what a weekend. cant forget, what a week! wow a lot happend. first and foremost, i am back together with mike, happier than ever. he went home for the weekend, so i had my free time with the girls. wow dance parties in my room are amazing!! party hard guys, its def worth it. got real drunk saturday, drunk dialing at 4 am, sorry for the people i called **julie** **steve** **mike** sorry for them. then heard a real shocking news from someone which i cannot tell you guys, and had a midnight chat with my hunny (roomie) which was the best one yet!!! i heart her! | | |
| wow i looooooooooooove friends back from home. home as in tenafly and even japan. i love them all. thanks for everyone who was there, and wrote nice things to me to make me feel better. i talked to mike and we're friends now. im still a little itched up about this whole thing, but i guess it was for the best. i still owe him a banana bread cuz i pinky sweared him, poopers. anyways, im doing a lot better emotional wise so dont worry. but thanks for all your support <333 | | |
| how sad is that? my last post was about how happy i was, and it hasn't even been a week and now this post is about how sad i am. what one day can change everything. i still wish yesterday didnt happen, i just wish it was a nightmare, but no, it was real. it was too real. yeah, if you may have not noticed, its about mike. he told me he didnt wanna be in a relationship anymore, and how he doesnt think hes ready to be in one. then why did you say yes? i still dont understand. i miss him too much, i cried like a baby yesterday. and i feel like i wanna cry now. i dont want to forget about him. its sad because after he said this, i finally realized how much i liked him. i never thought i liked him this much. i know there were feelings there, but it only came out when he said this. and now its too late. and i had a dream that i kept telling guys that i still liked mike when they tried to kiss me. what a bad dream... god. i cant finish this entry with an "oh well" because thats what i used to do, because i just want him back. i wanna see him, hug him, kiss him, cuddle with him and cry. i wanna cry until he makes me feel better. god i feel so selfish, but i cant help it. | | |
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